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newer-older-profile-gbook-notes- e-mail-dland inherent issues. 11.27.02 at 9:05 pm 0 comments so far we haven't been talking much lately. maybe for her it's "out of sight, out of mind" out of life. or maybe i am a pest. but that's egocentric to think that i am the cause for my own isolation. right. maybe, really, things in the present�visually�are really more pertinent. of course. so why am i thinking about it? she isn't any more/less available to me than i am to her. but it's true, i'm usually the one waiting around. and while life does go on, the possiblities of life (as it was) are never too far from entertaining. but like hayden said, i don't miss the things i can remember, i miss the things i can't remember. maybe my life is filled with debates of sex, gender, sexuality, identity because i don't deal with much else. that maybe i think that by "solving" sex, gender, sexuality, identity conundrums, i'll arrive at my solution for everything else� because there will be no inherent personal issues i will be able to see clearly through and to all points.
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